Ugh.

I hate babysitting! Well not all babysitting. But these kids yes! My little brother isn't so bad but the two girls...Gah! They drive me insane most of the time! The youngest girl is like 1 and the older is 8. The older one is just so bossy. She trys to tell the younger kiddos what to do and it just gets on my nerves. If I try to tell her to stop or anything she'll tell her 'rentals and then I'll get in trouble by not only her 'rents but my moms husband too. 'Cause the girls' mom is his sister. So I'm at a loss there because I really don't want to get in any trouble. The younger girl isn't so bad though. Besides that she cries a lot and is behind on talking. So that's why I hate babysitting them. The other kiddos that I normally babysit are so much better though! The youngest of the others is a boy and he is 1 and the oldest is a girl and she's like 5. They are both super great kiddos though. They don't give me any trouble and they actually like me babysitting them. I wish it was them I was babysitting tonight but it's not. Sadly. And to make this day even worse, I didn't get to sleep until 6 in the morning and then I didn't wake up until 3pm. So I didn't get a lot of time to prepare myself to handle the brats before they got here. Also, my stupid dads girl friend had their kid today. Its a little boy. And it kinda bugs me. He and my mom have been split for about 9 years now. In that large amount of time he has decided to pay Child Support twice. The only time he even paid it the second time is because he was sent to jail over it. Yes. Jail. Ha. But the thing is that when he was with my mom he didn't help take care of me. He was never even home. He was always gone and my mom had to work 3 different jobs just to take care of me and my older brothers and sisters. Who aren't even her kids! They're his and some other chicks. So while he was off doing who knows what my mom was working her butt off trying to take care of 5 kids, 4 of which aren't even hers biologically. So he has never in my entire life even attempted to help take care of me unless he was forced to. But now, he has a new family. His girlfriend, her kid from some other random guy, and now their new kid. I don't get how he can take care of them but not even help take care of me. He hardly even talks to me anymore. He has never really been a dad. To me or his other 5+ kids. He even has kids from random one night stands that he's had when he's gotten drunk. It just really bugs me that he cant be a father to me but he can start a whole new family and give them whatever they want. But anyways, his girlfriend had their new kid today and that made this day way worse than it was already going to be. It has just been a super sucky day and I hate it. I wish I could just skip the rest of it and go to some other day that will actually be a good day...