I want a boy who...

I want a boy who:

likes me for ME, not what I look like.

will show me off in front of his friends WITHOUT getting all touchy.

Not go over board with PDA, holding my hand or a small hug is fine, NOTHING else.

Tell me that Im special when I feel insecure.

will put me before their friends when I need them too.

will not ignore me.

will at least try to understand me.

will tell me when they're upset and will let me help try to fix it.

will NOT talk to MY friends or MY MOTHER about things before me.

will NOT talk to my mother about the relationship.

will not take advice from my mother about the relationship. it never works.

will NOT talk to me about wanting to have sex with me! I mean really, EW!

will NOT talk to ANYONE about wanting to have sex with me.

wants more out of dating me than sex.

won't stalk me.

does'nt want to constantly kiss.

won't make fun of my shortness or small hands. (it makes me sad)

won't talk about how 'hot' other girls are in front of me. Celebrities are OK but people I actually know, NO.

will be themselves around me.

won't be a complete jerk when we break up. try to be my friend. i still like you but only as a friend.

won't be pushy about anything.

won't lie to me about anything important.

will listen when I say "you don't wanna know." You seriously DON'T want to know.

doesn't think they're 'all that.'

will NOT put pictures of naked girls on their cell phones next to pictures of me.

Jr.High Drama. (:

Okay. So we all know that in Jr.High there's a ton of drama but I think this one chick in my class just over does it. She was supposed to be one of my friends but as of last weekend that all changed. I was at a Superbowl part with my Youth Group and my Besties came over and were like "OMG! Sierra's BI!" So I automatically freak out with them and make them explain. Apparently this person told one of the 7th grade boys that she is bisexual, and I have no problem with people like that, so I was just like wow! Then I went and told two of my other Besties and they freaked and were like "Eew! That's gross!" And, just to add to this mixture, I find out that my ex BF (we've been over for like a week) who was also at this party, asked this person out. So this is where the drama comes in. I'm sorry, but for one of my exes to ask out a bi, even though she is(was) one of my friends, really grosses me out and when I found this out I swear I almost barfed. :* So on Monday when I got to school I find the too all touchy and flirty and it's just disgusting! She said that she didn't say yes to him but as of today I'm thinking otherwise. At lunch they were talking about going out some where this weekend and I was like *gag. So I went and was talking to one of my 7th grade Besties and we both had to pee really bad (ha. sry.) so we went into the bathroom and found this girl and one of her friends in there and I started talking to my Bestie and was like "So I was talking to my mom yesterday about the whole 'Bi' thing and she laughed and was like I always knew there was something about that girl" and this girl just stormed out of the bathroom and the other girl was like "You know you just pissed Sierra off really bad" and my friend and I started laughing and walked out to find that she had run off to cry to my ex about it and tell everyone that shes "gunna beat the shit" outta me and my ex is, of course, on here side and now hes even worse on this whole being an ass thing that hes doing towards me. None of it really bugs me, well besides the fact that my ex is dating a Bisexual that's in denial, so I'm just laughing at it all. But I do think that this girl blew it all out of the bubble. It's really no big deal if she's Bi or anything and she shouldn't deny it and get all upset about other people knowing and talking about it when she's the one who was telling people in the first place. And she knew it would get spread, I mean we live in a town of less than 1,000, everyone knows every little thing about everyone. So she needs to just chill. But while she's trying to start something out of this and attempt to beat the crap out of me (no chance in heck of that happening) my friends and I are just gunna sit back and enjoy her little hissy fit. Gosh, Jr. High drama. (: